New Year's Resolution, Mini-Rant, and Memes.

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I originally wrote this journal when my premium was gone, so I was all like, "OMG, I'm normal again. I'll miss my super awesome stamps on my page!" but then a friend of mine gave me a premium. You know who you are, and thank you! :3
I didn't know if you wanted me to mention you because then people might ask you for points or something. I know you hate that. xD

Nothing has been new lately.
Doodoodooooo...I'm starting to write some things that I've been procrastinating on, but I haven't made much progress.

Speaking of that, I think I'm going to brainstorm a [late] New Year's Resolution.


My [Late] New Year's Resolution

1. To be a better person.
I want to be a nicer individual to people and be more giving, generous, and helpful. I'm going to try not to get so angry at people for little things and try not to overreact as much.
2. To be less lazy and less of a procrastinator.
I really need to get off my lazy arse and write something for once. I honestly don't know why I can't. I want to, but I can't. I need to stop that.
3. To set goals for myself.
I think that a little goal or plan would work well for me. Maybe writing stories for at least thirty minutes a day or three hours a week or something. Maybe if I make a schedule for myself of how I should spend my day, because I usually don't spend my time wisely with anything.
4. To try not to read so much.
WHAA--? Yep, it's true. I'm going to try not to hoard Reader-Inserts in my bookmarks or keep them held up in my watch  messages forever and let them pile up. I need to learn how to delete a stack of  messages without bursting into tears.
5. To try quality over quantity.
Sometimes, when writing, I write long stories, but they aren't always the best quality. They usually have a lot of extra things and not very many details, so I'm going to try and change that.
6. Exercise.
Gah. I remember in sixth grade, my doctor told me I need to be more active because my lungs and heart weren't liking the lack of physical activity. I still haven't been doing much. I need to set a little goal for myself. I need to do something. Anything. Gah. Gym class is Hell, and I need to change that.
7. Speak up for myself a bit more and have more confidence.
and are always telling me to say something and speak my thoughts sometimes, but I never do. It's something that I've never been able to do; I just accept things and move on. I'll probably stay that way, but I might want to learn to speak up and do something.
8. Be more accepting of change.
Yep. I am absolutely horrid when it comes to change. I don't like to accept the fact that the people around me are changing and some of our friendships might break. I've always been those kinds of people who want friendships to last forever, but they don't always do. I want to be more accepting of change.
9. To not stress out.
I often find myself stressing out over little things. I also stress over what I'm going to have as a career, and I get told by people that I shouldn't worry about that at this age. I can't help it. However, I'm going to try and relax and not stress over these things.
10. To finish this list.
I don't know when, but I will finish it!

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Small Rant

Oh my god. Some people are just so pathetic that I want to laugh until I cry.
You know that a relationship is messed up when someone doesn't give their wife grocery money and she asks for some and then he complains about how she doesn't have sex with him and then he tells her that maybe they can "work something out". That's like wanting your wife to be a prostitute. I mean, exchanging grocery money for sex?
HA.
Like that's going to happen.
Stupid man on his stupid mid-life crisis.


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1.  Who is your favorite fictional character? Why?
Huh. Probably France from Hetalia. Because he's hilarious and so misunderstood, and he deserves more love. X'D
2.  If you could be anywhere in the world with anyone who and where would it be?
Hmmm. Probably in another country (like France, Spain, or Italy) with Amber and Mandy. xD Or something.
3. Your opinion on Love.
Love is something that lasts eternity. It's when you really and truly feel emotion for another person, not just feeling "comfortable" with them. When you're in love, you want to be with that person for the rest of your lives and past that, but you want them to be happy no matter what. That means that you would give your life for them, you would sacrifice your happiness for theirs, and you would never mistreat them. Love can be shared between anything-- from heterosexuals, homosexuals, bisexuals, pansexuals, transvestites, animals, anything. When you're in love, you never want harm to come to your beloved one. Love isn't a joke and you don't fall in love with someone unless you've actually spent a lot of time with them....I don't believe in "love at first sight".
I love love.
4.  If you play video games, what is your favorite game?
Hummm...I don't really have one.
5.  Is beauty in the eye of the beholder or inside the person themselves?
Beauty is inside the person themselves.
6.  Any pets?
Yes, I have a cat~
7. Who is cooler pirates or ninjas?
PIrates ;D
8. favorite medium to work with?
Hmm...I don't really have a preference.
9. who was (or is) the biggest impact in your life?
I dunno. :'D
10. What time era (1500's 1600's etc.) would you live in? Why?
Probably the 1800's or something, because even though people went through hard times, I've always wanted to go to that time period. I guess it's because people would go out and do something instead of relying on technology for entertainment. And people actually read books instead of using Kindles or whatnot.
Ugh.
Even the mid-1900s (like the 40s-80's) would have been good.


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1. Is your handwriting good, bad, or average?
Pretty bad.

2. What is a bad habit you wish you could break?
Hm...Procrastinating, if you can count it as a bad habit.

3. What is the first word that comes to your mind when you hear "turtle"?
Turtle-alone
Or Spain. XD

4. What is your favorite book?
I have a bunch. Green Angel by Alice Hoffman is probably my favourite, but I also like Girl, Stolen, Heart to Heart, and a bunch of others that I can't even remember.

5. When was the last time you spoke to a stranger?
Omegle, probably. Or when I was texting my friend's boyfriend who I do not know.
No, I was at my friend's house for the first time...I don't know.

6. Do you like marshmallows?
Yep!

7. To be, or not to be?
To be. c: I guess. I don't know.

8. If you were locked in a shopping mall overnight, what would you do?
Cry. A lot. And then look at everything because they can't tell me I can't. :I

9. How long have you been on dA?
Almost two years.

10. What is the object sitting to the right of you at this moment?
My cat. If that's an object.
If not, the--
Oh, to the RIGHT of me? *holds up hands* Oops. My cat is to the left.
My Hetalia wallscroll next to my bed is to the right of me. c: